Contemplating the life I am living, filling my time with obligations instead of fulfilling my off the wall desires. Is the only way to move forward through setting a series of obligations. In a world without financial or temporal limitations, what would I do? Learn, create, experience. I would learn in depth about physics and computers, I would create my own visual novel with original music and artwork, and I would experience the throes of social life. It's time to step away from what I'm supposed to do and allot time to what I want to do in my heart of hearts. Original, off-the-wall, authentic shift in activity.
What is stopping me is the laundry list of objectives I must complete, thesis, music practice, chores, adequate sleep.
Im gonna dedicate my life to what actually matters.